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Journal Entry: Wed Aug 19, 2009, 9:15 AM
Well, I got my financial aid in so I finally got my deviantart subscription back. I can't promise I'll be any more active in taking pictures, but I can try my best. I'm taking 18 credits this semester, full load. Starting Monday.

Things are going so well. It's hard to believe this summer is almost over. This has been the best summer of my life. I am in the best relationship of my life. I have great friends. Life is amazing and I am continually amazed.

Anyway, I'm back. That was the gist of this journal.

  • Mood: Adoration

A love song I wrote at five in the morning.

Journal Entry: Fri May 22, 2009, 2:53 AM
There's something in the way you close your eyes
when you take your lips from mine
and I guess that I don't really need to know
all the reasons why, 'cuz when they're open
I feel like I'm falling straight up through the sky.

It isn't you.
It isn't me.
It's not a memory of who we used to be.
And I'm not asking for anything untrue.
Just a little time to spend with you.

There's something in the way I can stay all night
and when the sun comes up I should go home
and I don't wanna say goodbye,
but I know that in the morning you'll be waiting for my call
and I'll be fighting not to say I love you, all of you, already.

And it isn't you.
It isn't me.
It's not a memory of who we used to be.
And I'm not asking for anything untrue.
Just a little time to spend with you.

I can feel you at the heart of every breath I take
and I want to be near you every moment I'm awake.
I don't usually believe in happy endings, but
this has got to be close

because it isn't you
and it's not me.
It's not some memory of who we used to be.
I'm not asking for anything untrue.
Just a little time to spend with you.

All I really want is you.

  • Mood: Adoration

In case anyone reads this...

Tue Apr 7, 2009, 6:04 PM
In case anyone reads this
and cares to know this kind of information
but, I'm divorced.

It's not completely official,
but it's mostly official.

I've signed three rounds of papers
it'll be submitted at the end of this month.

It's good stuff.

  • Mood: Lonely

The Kiss

Fri Jan 30, 2009, 5:44 PM
My mouth blooms like a cut.
I've been wronged all year, tedious
nights, nothing but rough elbows in them
and delicate boxes of Kleenex calling crybaby
crybaby, you fool!


Before today my body was useless.
Now it's tearing at its square corners.
It's tearing old Mary's garments off, knot by knot
and see - Now it's shot full of these electric bolts.
Zing! A resurrection!

Once it was a boat, quite wooden
and with no business, no salt water under it
and in need of some paint. It was no more
than a group of boards. But you hoisted her, rigged her.
She's been elected.

My nerves are turned on. I hear them like
music instruments. Where there was silence
the drums, the strings are incurably playing. You did this.
Pure genius at work. Darling, the composer has stepped
into fire.

-Anne Sexton
  • Mood: Excited

i like my body when it is with your

Sun Nov 16, 2008, 12:27 PM
i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones,and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like,slowly stroking the,shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh.... And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new

-Cummings
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: First Day of My Life - Bright Eyes

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